Wishbone

[Chorus]
I've always known that I'm gonna be on my own
Don't need you cronies, better start going home
Y'all getting rowdy
So I'm gonna take you over like an en passant, bro
This my county
And I can't run it, so you can't either
Cut into the fat like a damn meat cleaver
I'm not a doer, but I'm still a dreamer, sheesh
So you better get out my path
'Cause I think you'll never be up to the task
The help that I need, it can just come from me
And unfortunately, I just can't seem to grasp what I need
Nobody cares what I'm saying
As long as I'm rapping it passionately
It feels like I'm bleeding in front of a doctor
And the doctor is planting a tree

[Verse 1]
I might be going insane
There's not a day whеn I'm not feeling drained
I'm pulling my hair out and biting my tongue
'Cause I hatе everything that I say
I think I'm numb to making mistakes
Because I keep making them every day
I just can't escape
I'm stuck in a cycle like a biker who died in a race
And related to that, I'm always too tired
Although I used to be constantly wired to blow
It's been like a week since I changed my clothes
When did I shower? I don't know
When did the power to try disappear?
Maybe back at the start of the year
When I shed tears for the first time in ten months
Can't hear anything that helps, only white noise
Oh boy, think I'm gonna lose my mind
Peace always seems to be harder to find
Breathe in spurts, when I do, it hurts
All that I want's to go back in time!

[Chorus]
I've always known that I'm gonna be on my own
Don't need you cronies, better start going home
Y'all getting rowdy
So I'm gonna take you over like an en passant, bro
This my county
And I can't run it, so you can't either
Cut into the fat like a damn meat cleaver
I'm not a doer, but I'm still a dreamer, sheesh
So you better get out my path
'Cause I think you'll never be up to the task
The help that I need, it can just come from me
And unfortunately, I just can't seem to grasp what I need
Nobody cares what I'm saying
As long as I'm rapping it passionately
It feels like I'm bleeding in front of a doctor
And the doctor is planting a tree

[Verse 2]
I'm not done with this
Three meals a day, I can't stomach it
This lifestyle's repugnant, but I still love it
Hunting for relief, but I keep on shoving down my problems
I'm incompetent
When it comes to living my life the right way
Think it's time I lay down in the middle of a highway
Teach 'em all a lesson 'bout what it means to drive safe
I'm irate
Watch the world vibrate
Watch my motivation fade
Don't recognize my own face
Losing track of how I started
Where I'm going and my place
I basically do nothing
But I got way too much on my plate
Yeah