Just a Souvenir

[Chorus]
It’s lovely night
Not too windy
And I see a couple of stars in the sky
I wish you were with me
Oh it such a pity
The way I’m refusing to dry my eyes
The time went by so fast
Where did it go
It feels like an hour ago you were by my side
I hear the animals wake with the sunrise

[Verse 1]
A new day starts
So I’m rolling out of bed with a gray heart
Wish I’d had the foresight to never take part
Now I walk the path and I refuse to stray far from it
Dumb it down till I manage to understand all my motivations
Treating being closed off like fortification that’s a stupid statement
Even I don’t get the sentiment sediment building at my feet
Sticking me into the ground so I can hide what’s underneath
I don’t know who I am cause it’s buried very far down
If I could sustain myself you better bet I’d skip town
Her voice is like a muzzle
Not a fan of interactions with a person who can turn me to a puddle
My brain is getting befuddled
Rational thoughts are all muffled
All I got left is a passion
For making trouble
Watch the bubble burst
Damn it fucking hurts every time
I should never reminisce
Cause I’m a nihilistic guy

[Chorus]
It’s lovely night
Not too windy
And I see a couple of stars in the sky
I wish you were with me
Oh it such a pity
The way I’m refusing to dry my eyes
The time went by so fast
Where did it go
It feels like an hour ago you were by my side
I hear the animals wake with the sunrise

[Verse 2]
I wrote you paragraph after paragraph professing my love and never stopped to think of all the consequences
Think I’m stable till I look into your eyes
And see the things that I despise about myself
Are all presented in your iris
Yeah your opinion is obvious when you look at me
You know that I’m all the things I know I shouldn’t be
I hope one day I’ll be the person that I could be
Couldn’t we take it back a couple months to when you were naïve
When you Didn’t understand that I’m a terrible person
Who’s clearly deserving
Of a ruthless intervention
Wish I got a chance to go back and prevent you from descending
The spiral staircase
That only worsened your depression
Now I’m done with my apologies
I’ve probably
Contradicted myself more then astrology
The gist that you should take from this is never follow me
Honestly after all the things I did in really glad
That she didn’t love me back

[Bridge]
And I’m so happy
That you’re free
And that you don’t have to deal with me anymore

[Chorus]
It’s lovely night
Not too windy
And I see a couple of stars in the sky
I wish you were with me
Oh it such a pity
The way I’m refusing to dry my eyes
The time went by so fast
Where did it go
It feels like an hour ago you were by my side
I hear the animals wake with the sunrise