Now Boarding

[Verse 1]
There's a world of people that matter
Worldviews always just shatter
I don't know if there's a point to going on
I'm just a rapper
Acting like I'm even close to understanding anything
About myself, about the world
About my fear, about that girl
About to kneel over and pick all the pieces up
This should prolly feel liberating but it never does
So I'll say fuck it
I'm done with stunting my function and my growth
I used to love an abundance of nothing meaningful
I'm choking on my fucking words
Never heard a person say a third of what you have
Can't decide if it's for better or for worse
But I'mma gab about it
Yeah, I'll drag it out
Until I'm doubting еvery sentencе
And I'm shouting that I couldn't live without it before
So I can't now
I'll scream until you back down
'Til your voice just sits in the background
I won't fade it away as I pass out on the couch
The silence becoming my best friend
Now I'm counting down 'til the day I know it all ends

[Part II]

[Chorus]
Starting to think of my music as me
And it hurts like you wouldn't believe, man
Lying used to breeze
Now my heart is on my sleeve, yeah
Honestly, I'm kinda glad
Thanks if you managed to stick through my madness
Sorry, I know it was bad
But lately my brain has enjoyed going batshit insane
Yeah, it's amazing the way that I'm finding my path
Escaping the rage
All of this whining is really alluring
I hope I'll move on, 'cause I think I'm maturing a bit
Honestly, I'm kinda glad
Thanks if you managed to stick through my madness
Sorry, I know it was bad
But lately my brain has enjoyed going batshit insane

[Verse 2]
Climbing out the shipwreck, holding up a white flag
Hoping for a cease fire, or that I would die fast
Sitting on the life raft, saying that I can't
Run my hands through the sand 'til I find land
With the paddles broken, and my eyes wide open
I kept hoping that I would be saved
But the savior I needed was me
So I jumped off the edge and I swam through the waves
Now I'm free from the prison of working for nothing
Kept making jokes, I don't think I was bluffing
Don't know if I'll ever be free from the suffering
But now I can live it with
Infinite wisdom is stored in your eyes
Declining in reasons, I'm reading the room
So I don't think that I'll be leaving anytime soon
(So I don't think that I'll be leaving anytime soon)

[Pre-Chorus]
As the sunrise fades, I know it's the start of my golden days
Glad I believe I'll be old and grey
Man, I love watching the chapters fade away

[Chorus]
Starting to think of my music as me
And it hurts like you wouldn't believe, man
Lying used to breeze
Now my heart is on my sleeve, yeah
Honestly, I'm kinda glad
Thanks if you managed to stick through my madness
Sorry, I know it was bad
But lately my brain has enjoyed going batshit insane
Yeah, it's amazing the way that I'm finding my path
Escaping the rage
All of this whining is really alluring
I hope I'll move on, 'cause I think I'm maturing a bit
Honestly, I'm kinda glad
Thanks if you managed to stick through my madness
Sorry, I know it was bad
But lately my brain has enjoyed going batshit insane

[Outro]
Ha ha, I, uh
I think I missed the train