Winterlight

Im cut down, get used to it
Im not wanted, can't take a hint
It's too much now, I think ill give in
My head’s aching im sick of feeling like this

So you let me down, let me down, easily
I guess it's my fault for letting you in I didn't think you would flee

It's like what did you have to say, why did I have to know
What is wrong with me I think I guess it though I think I was overbearing
There's an empty pit in my stomach that's cold, the more I fear it the more it grows
Eating at the sides of me until im just left with skin and bone

If I jump off will I let this go, will a suicide attempt just show
How much you really cared about me I know I was just nothing
Why am I still hooked on your damn soul im sick of feeling so damn cold
I neglected everyone who meant something to me and now im faded out

Cus im an asshole im a fucking freak
Yeah do you mean that those words you say to me
Cus im fuck up I know that's what you mean
I hear you bitching behind my back im weak

So string me up, watch me dangle from my feet
I try to explain but you don't let me speak
Cus im an asshole you punch me in the cheek
I’m spitting out blood no you’re filled with deceit no I should have fucking left

You through stones in this glass house that I built
You watch me cut my flesh as I just try to rebuild

You say you want me then mock and push me to the side
I know that this ain't working when you lie and hide
About people, your seeing at quarter past nine
So I stayed in my room. in these songs, I reside