Cobalt

You give a smile then nail down my feet
Can't forget, can’t forget, can’t forget, about me
Wrap your tendrils, you place your hands on me
You take apart, take apart my body at the seems

My skin’s the canvas, it burns easily
All these faults on my body, let me go, you let me go
A dull ember, lost with the breeze
Watch me float, watch me float away and never return

It's in the way you act it's like you push me away
Oh guess im overthinking
That you don’t want me here, just use an excuse to stay
Cus you don’t wanna hurt, you don't wanna hurt me

I try to feel somеthing inside
It feels empty from the fatiguе weighing me in bed
I feel delusional say it’s an excuse then fall
Deeper in depression where I thought I gave them my soul

Just to be happy, just to feel again

When you wanna be something to them, but you’re burning at both ends till you reach the middle
And there's nothing left to give cus you’re not that normal you’re not like everyone else
So leave me on seen again cus you don’t want to deal with me, don't want to deal with this shit
And im thinking to myself you should get someone to be there for you when you need them

I see you try to fake a smile to that ghost in the back room
I guess im lost, guess im lost right here
Ill pop a pill just to stop all these thoughts from crashing
What's left of me so I can be with you