Tired

The way you stare it burns
What's left of me I never learn
Hells jaws below consume
The way you smile makes me return

Yeah call me a waste of space
Yeah say im not worth your time
Yeah hiding behind a lie
Watch my mental state decline

Yeah watch as I withdraw
Tell me how do I repair a broken core
I try to explain but you ignore
I fall further than before

Yeah crumbling on myself
Thought I could trust someone again
No, it's a lie yeah you were right
Suicide will fix my head

No im not fine take some more drugs
Didn't think id be alone
Inside are breaking everything is shaking
Everyone I loved is gone

Saying you care, but you just share all your moments yeah with him
Breaking apart, wish on a star didn't think I’d lose a friend
You want to go behind my back and break my trust again and again
Didn't think I’d lose my hope in being alive but now I wish for death

Isn't it crazy how you can put everything into someone you love
But you know that you're never enough, numbing the pain out with the drugs
Watch the skin start to peel and flake, the person I love is the one I hate
I should of crossed off I shouldn't let you in, I know that was just a mistake