​​windows

like im wastin every single breath i take
i got lots of scars and ripped up tissues
forced to walk away
i dismantle,
say my name
lighting candles
contemplate
every day, all the same

whats the fuckin point in talkin about it
guess i learned my lesson
caught the message
throw off all the balance
i can live without
pay my debts walk free from those so callous
stay inside, avoid my life
i cant get it right
thinkin twice im not alright

guess sometimes im right bout things
you dont know me behind the scenes
you dont know the shit i think bout
i fall forward and break my knees
you know what ur not right about me
you cant share the air i breathe
you dont know the shit ive been through
you cannot fathom the suffering

i got my door closed shut and my windows boarded up