​​life is no attraction

I'm not saving face, I just expect 'em all to hate me
Why I even care, there ain't nobody that can save me
Nothing is enough, too far behind the dreams I'm chasing
I've been lost in the background fading

You kick me when I'm down then say you wanna fuckin' talk?
Couldn't have been right, I guess it wasn't what I thought
So keep my fuckin' name out of your mouth until I rot
You'll never see my face again, I knew I wasn't wrong

I gotta pay for my actions
Intimate details become a distraction
I won't permit it, I'll give no reaction
I lay in emptiness, life's no attraction

I won't lie, I don't really try enough to sеttle all the spite
Thе hatred in my heart and the envy in my eyes
Get me back inside, I've been driving all night
I can see the sunrise

Brush it off, I really get what I give out it hits me ten-fold
Like a mirror shinin' back, reflecting inners of my mental
Nah, it's not you, it's only me, maybe you could get it
If you saw just what I see