Where The Mind Goes In The Fall

[Verse: S God]
On my knees in the rain fall, this is what they came for
No matter what I do I just can't seem to do it good enough
Ain't nobody proud of me, failure just devour me
Why I feel the need in me to get the worlds approval
I know I can't please everyone so my attempts are futile
Shit I seek it anyway, by any means on any day
I care too much 'bout what they say but I can't bring myself to change
Shit, I just wanna be accepted
Fear of being rejected caused by shit up in my past
Plus I fuckin' hate my image but I just can't seem to fix it
And my parents with they strictness make me hate the way I'm livin'
Try as I might, I can't work with what I'm given

[Verse 2: S God]
All I ever wanted was to not be left out
To feel like I'm included, not like I'm being kept out
'Cause all my childhood I've been in the background
And now I've realized I don't like how that sounds
Look I'm out here workin', recognize
Respect when I step inside
Way too many tears I've cried
For my dreams just to get denied
Way too much goes into this, so bitch believe I'll see it through
Now I know what it's like to have someone believe in you
Someone that can hold you down when everybody treats you rude
And shout out to the people out there givin' me a chance
I promise when I make it we gone all be countin' bands
I'm finally makin' moves that's gone help me chase my dreams
Owe it all to my girl and my brothers in SMG
Shit and right about now I'm starting to like who I become
Everyday that goes by I'm getting less and less numb
'Cause it's theraputic for me talkin' 'bout it over drums