Way Before

[Hook: S God]
I can't take this pain no more
Can't be inside my brain no more
It's gotten to much, and I can't ignore
Wanna go back to the way before
I can't take this pain no more
Can't be inside my brain no more
It's gotten to much and I can't ignore
Wanna go back to the way before

[Verse 1: S God]
Now that I'm older, I hate myself more
Emotions and logic are always at war
Jealous, possesive and too insecure
Impatiant and selfish, I fall to the floor
Love too much, and it's part of the problem
Drive myself crazy tryna live life flawless
I can't be what they want me to
Hard to keep track of what they want me to do
I hate that I'm sensitive, take things too negative
Feelings too delicate
Always to hesitant, feel like my heart is my only true nemesis
She gone remember the times that I've ruind for being so foolish and acting so stupid
She says not to worry, 'cause I am just human, the truth is in life I exsist as a nuisance

[Hook: S God]
I can't take this pain no more
Can't be inside my brain no more
It's gotten to much, and I can't ignore
Wanna go back to the way before
I can't take this pain no more
Can't be inside my brain no more
It's gotten to much and I can't ignore
Wanna go back to the way before

[Verse 2: S God]
Expect too much, never satisfied
I feel like it'd be better if I up and died
Held back by a childish sense of pride
And it's not even something I can try and hide
I know that I'm wrong, but my feelings too strong, and I feel like I can't keep control of it all
Hard to keep private things out of the public, emotionally immature, my downfall
So hard to trust when you feel "not enough" and you can't accept love 'cause you hate yourself
My heart and my brain never seem to agree and it's torture 'cause I just betray myself
Anytime something goes wrong in my life that I cannot control I just blame myself
Can't live without her 'cause she is my hero, I need her to save me, can't save myself

[Bridge: S God]
Yuh, can't save myself
I can't save myself
Aye, can't save myself
I need her to save me, can't save myself
Yuh, can't save myself
I can't save myself
Aye, can't save myself
I need her to save me, can't save myself

[Hook: S God]
I can't take this pain no more
Can't be inside my brain no more
It's gotten to much, and I can't ignore
Wanna go back to the way before
I can't take this pain no more
Can't be inside my brain no more
It's gotten to much and I can't ignore
Wanna go back to the way before