EverSoSoftly

[Hook: S God]
Ever so softly I walk through this life
Hoping descisions that I make are right
Tryna provide for my wife
Trying my best to keep tears out her eyes
Hoping she'll stay, 'cause I'll kill myself if my love go away
My world fade to grey
Tryna make the best of the life that I have
Hopin' I don't fuck it up, burn and crash
Ever so softly I walk through this life
Hoping descisions that I make are right
Tryna provide for my wife
Trying my best to keep tears out her eyes
Hoping she'll stay, 'cause I'll kill myself if my love go away
My world fade to grey
Tryna make the best of the life that I have
Hopin' I don't fuck it up, burn and crash

[Verse 1: S God]
Worried for the future 'cause it's brains that I lack
'Cause all I ever did with my schoolwork is slack
I don't know how to do basics
It makes me feel stupid and like I won't make it
Embarassed to say it, but fuck it, I guess I just did
It's a problem I creadted and now with it, I live
I lack motivation and I lack maturity, affraid to seek help 'cause of deep insecurities
I don't ask for help 'cause it's too much I don't know
'Cause I'd be an idiot as far as they know
How come everybody else can understand it, but when it's being explained I feel mentaly stranded?
I can't even make my own descision not to go to college
Other peoples expectations makin' me a hostage
It's so much pressure on my mind to do the right thing, but what the fuck is that? No one ever told me
This music shit is all that I'm good at
Can't tell my parents though, they never understood that
I can't work no cubical, my job gotta be musical
Regular for me and my life is not suitable
I just wanna take this music shit as far as it can go
'Cause if I don't do it now, then I'm never gonna know
What could've been, and how it could've went

[Hook: S God]
Ever so softly I walk through this life
Hoping descisions that I make are right
Tryna provide for my wife
Trying my best to keep tears out her eyes
Hoping she'll stay, 'cause I'll kill myself if my love go away
My world fade to grey
Tryna make the best of the life that I have
Hopin' I don't fuck it up, burn and crash
Ever so softly I walk through this life
Hoping descisions that I make are right
Tryna provide for my wife
Trying my best to keep tears out her eyes
Hoping she'll stay, 'cause I'll kill myself if my love go away
My world fade to grey
Tryna make the best of the life that I have
Hopin' I don't fuck it up, burn and crash

[Verse 2: S God]
So fuck it, I'm grindin' no matter what's said
I'll give her the life she deserves 'fore I'm dead
If you believe or not I really couldn't care less
'Cause I'm just livin' life, tryna give it my best
And that's all I can really do
Care and provide for the girl I'm committed to
Let the people know what's really true on these beats that I've written to