​where i belong

And If you ask if I'm okay, I'll I say I'm fine
But there's a sorrow burning deep inside my mind
I've been holding on for dear life
Every night, it's the same fight
And I've been here before, I know it well
Masquerade as heaven but it's hell
My smile's still a lie of brittle bones
I'm still all alone

And now there's nothing left for me to say
Redundancy has turned the love away
I'll try to force a smile on my face, but I'm not okay
So here it goes again, I'm falling out
Find empathy in tears and fearful shouts
This burning in my chest, about to break
I'm still not okay

Feel it all in my heart
I've been falling apart again
Feel it all in my heart
I've been falling apart again

If you need me, hit my phone
I'll be in my head, up all alone
If you need me, play my songs
I'll be in the past where I belong
If you need me, hit my phone
I'll be in my head, up all alone
If you need me, play my songs
I'll be in the past where I belong