​morning light

More words bout the sheets i been sleeping in
Bad dreams got a good shot at creeping in
Feels like every night they come alive
Tryna test me, struggling to even survive

I got alarms and they stacked by the minute
Shit, i wanna deafen myself so i dont gotta go and hit it
I been learning how to live in the intex, fast-fill
Sinking in the am in a thin hex

I just wanna go back to when i was young and didn't care
Waking up to paid programming, knots in my hair
Now im scared, staring at the brick in the attic
That my head will take a tip from my life, and end static

Its the same old shit i been saying before
Throwing joe up on the stereo and locking the door
And if i make it to tomorrow maybe starting anew
But for now i got some memories i gotta undo
Im still

Face down out of place now
Sleep in, stay awake all night
Fade out and erase yourself
Dont stop til you feel alright

We run from the nightmares
Some hide, and some fight
But if we escape ourselves
I promise that youll see the morning light

Now i dont even wanna write
Id rather bitch about my stress and fast forward to night
Cuz ive been listening to voices that tell me im fucked
Say i did it to myself and im the reason im stuck

But its been difficult, on and on, and im exhausted
Swear to god i had a lot of hope until i lost it
Everything i used to love has got me bored
So i react by taking naps i can't even afford

My eyes are losing battles that they shouldn't be
But im well equipped to figure out the reason that i couldn't sleep
Cuz now im tryna answer to my enemies
Talkin to myself cuz ive been isolating those whove been a friend to me

Im fucking up my life and i know it
Been to hell and back with no horns to show it
Im boutta hit the hay, maybe try again tomorrow
But tomorrows just another day, i bet ill fucking blow it

Face down out of place now
Sleep in, stay awake all night
Fade out and erase yourself
Dont stop til you feel alright

We run from the nightmares
Some hide, and some fight
But if we escape ourselves
I promise that youll see the morning light