​no fair

[Verse 1]
You don't know me, I'm a mess
Got disappointment in my chest
Up by noon and I'm impressed
'Cause sleeping in's what I do best

Ignore a text
Miss a call
Empathetic
Reinstall

My own head ain't in my thrall
My heart don't barely beat at all
It's running low
I'm locking shut
Exhausted
I just wanna give it up
I wanna fade away and not feel so much
But I'm losing touch and i'm fucking stuck
All my thoughts
They beat me down
Gotta come round so I don't hit the ground
And when I breathe again
I gotta find a sound to hold onto
So I don't drown
I'm shutting down

[Chorus]
Don't wanna rise and face today
Tomorrow seems so far away
I'm breaking down again
I swear it's just not fair
It's just not
Don't wanna fight panic attacks
I feel the pressure on my back
Breaking down again I swear
It's just not fair
It's just not fair

[Verse 2]
'Cause I been inside
I don't wanna leave
I don't wanna try
I wanna kill synapses
Cut my ties
With those I love
So I can hide

And bury bones behind my door
Find some safety on the floor
Hug it close, stay fucking sore
But all this fear, can't take no more

Need some space
I'm losing faith
Sorrows what I contemplate
Live my life in lowercase
You can see the anger up on my face
Front my FOMO
Fail the fight
Friends come tell me I'm alright
Fuck that I ain't felt the morning light in like a minute
See the sunset in black and white

[Chorus]
Don't wanna rise and face today
Tomorrow seems so far away
I'm breaking down again
I swear it's just not fair
It's just not
Don't wanna fight panic attacks
I feel the pressure on my back
Breaking down again I swear
It's just not fair
It's just not fair

[Bridge]
And I know there's no going back
I'm boutta fade to black
I know there's no going back
And I know there's no going back
I'm boutta fade to black
I know there's no going back

[Chorus]
Don't wanna rise and face today
Tomorrow seems so far away
I'm breaking down again
I swear it's just not fair
It's just not
Don't wanna fight panic attacks
I feel the pressure on my back
Breaking down again I swear
It's just not fair
It's just not fair