Whats Flowin Through My Brain

Verse 1 (Calvitron)
You know Sometime he feel like I'm awesome by Spose but without the comedy
Wanting his skills to blossom but his mouse can't hit the awesome key
In his mind and sometime it seems like he’s just a disappointment
He feels diseased mentally and he needs an appointment
Or Maybe some medicine or some sort of ointment
Cause he’s here drowning in his sorrows he wish he was more Buoyant
Like he use to be but usually, he do not let nobody see that Life sometimes seems
Like its dark shades of gray like a dog alive buried in a grave
But he know’s that he can't complain cause there are people with no domain
& those who barely do but have so much pain and strife that's going through their brain
Forced to do stuff that you’d call insane
And compared to dat his pain seems lame
But for some people they see no choosing
What you got is what you be using in this life or you'll start losing
Soon & you don't know what card to play cause life's shuffled
But you can't let your honorability get muffled
He knows life's got him in a tuff hold
But there's so many who's struggled
Who've grown into living legends just by putting there pens in
& whenever it's hard to be treading they never give up or let in
And this here is his lesson to you, if you are facing depression

If you always have a sad expression like life's tryin to lesson
But you can't find out its expression
& it seems like life's an endless spiked pit don't let life go make its hit
You go and back slam it to the ground, & and use the people around
Cause they can help you get you back in a mound when It feels like you're on the ground
It can make you grounded in side the sound
Cause we don’t need anyone but we still need everyone
Cause you don’t know yourself, & there’s no such thing as lonely fun
When your lowley and want to grab a gun
And go right back to where you came and say I’m Done
Then lift yourself from all your sorrows
And find the future in your tomorrow
Yeah find the future in your tomorrow

Chorus - (Sakari)
Feel my sorrows, my pain
What's flowin in my brain
It crashes i'm me like trains
Feel my sorrows my pain

Verse 2 (Sakarius)
Yo im so sick of this crap
I'm rappin my life off like it's nothing mine but else
I'm hittin the world like, i just wanna go in flames
Ya know i don't blame anybody else
But i'm blaming myself for everything i've done
Everything, i'm done for this life
I don't wanna see anymore light
I'm done at life, everyday i look at me
I just wanna go out to the world
Not seeing anybody i've seen anymo
Cause i'm so sick and tired of this crap
Comin down i don't know
What i'm lookin like i look like i've never been in a place like this
But you see i have been in a place like this
It's myself, i don't know what i've been through
See, i just wanna be the person who knows this
I wanna be a normal person who does this
Every day i look in the mirror and ask
What the heck's wrong with me, i didn't do anything wrong
So this song makes me feel different
So if you wanna see what i feel like you better go listening to this song
Cause man i'm done

Cause everyday, i don't know what i'm sayin, super slayin
Im looking at my man, i say man, every day i look at me like it's so
I don't know, so help me with my life i don't wanna be here anymo
Cause see my life is different, everybody's making fun of me
I'm done with it, everybody should know, what they should know
The mind is the heart, and now it's the soul
No i'm done with my life i don't care about no crap
Everybody, you know what i'm ssuperfly
I'm gonna be down in the ground and get slapped

(Chorus)

​​(Sakarius)
Everybody knows the soul is different
So the demons in me will go out flyin
Cause i'm different inside