​warmth

The light fades away
Into the void, I decay
Left in the dark

Days into weeks, months to years
It always ends, solace to tears

The warmth can't stay forever, this soul that I have severed
I never wanted it to end up like this but it’s too late to quit

A self-imposed mental prison
A self-imposed lifetime of suffering

The warmth can't stay forever, this life that I have severed
I never wanted it to еnd up like this but it's too late to quit

I’ll nevеr stop these habits
I'll never truly change
Until it takes the fucking better part of me
I'll never stop these habits
I'll never truly change
Until it takes the fucking better part of me

My mind is forever blurred
Never have room to breathe
Stuck in a vicious cycle
That one day will be the end of me

If you told me that I would feel this way forever
I would count the days until my final breath
I'm grateful every day I didn't kill myself
But there's a constant burden that I'm inching closer to my death