​choke

Erase the memory of the past, and yet it still haunts me
Fucked up, how I turned out to be
I'll keep living this way

Hurting myself
To be the person you want to see
Take it all from me
I can’t stand to let you leave

It always lingers in my head
It tells me that I'm not shit
I can't abide to your fucked up standards
I beat myself up, I tell you that I am alright
On and on for the thousandth time
It always lingers in my head
It tells me that I’m not shit
I can't abide to your fucked up standards
I beat myself up, I tell you that I am alright
On and on for the thousandth time

Shallow intentions brought to light
It's always hidden in plain sight
How can I possibly ignorе when it's me who dies tonight?

Gasp for air, you shovе me down as I choke on my self-doubt

Hurting myself
To be the person you want to see
Hurting myself
Hurting myself
Hurting myself
Myself

Hurting myself
To be the person you want to see
Erase the memory