​suffering in silence

[James McHenry]
Suffering in silence, a lifetime of decay
Never-ending violence, dig myself a shallow grave

I can't see clearly
Just give me room to breathe
Slowly dying
So fucking close to dying

Rip out my eyes, and let the teeth shatter on the floor
Burning inside, I just want you to mutilate me more
Just so I can feel something
I just want to feel like I'm worth being me

Shattered, abandoned, strangled, and torn
Nothing left of me since I was born
Useless and bеaten straight to the nervе
It's what I believe I deserve

Suffering in silence, a lifetime of decay
Never-ending violence, dig myself a shallow grave

[DEATHTRIPPA]
Suffering in silence
Though my thoughts scream out in pain
Existence with the only purpose to fucking die

Every time I start to get better I just want things to keep going my way
My illness will keep dragging me to the ground
It's nothing special, nothing profound

Too much pressure and I want to break
Overcommitting and too busy being fake
If I start to calm down, I'll start doing worse
All I want is to exist, I don't want it to hurt

[James McHenry]
Rip out my eyes, and let the teeth shatter on the floor
Burning inside, I just want you to mutilate me more
Just so I can feel something
I just want to feel like I'm worth being me

Shattered, abandoned, strangled, and torn
Nothing left of me since I was born
Useless and beaten straight to the nerve
It's what I fucking deserve

(Suffering in silence, I cannot wait to die)
Hidden scars inside of me, a mournful sigh