Voices

[Verse 1]
My life is bad but physically I don’t think I can handle what’s next it’s like when you slowly fall but soon lose control of it all now I’m thinking what if life is meant to be death and what happens next are we all dead what if paradise is not even true why my life treated me so cruel made me like a tool slowly running out of choices what are those voices telling me to fall so when I did I became bad and slowly began to lose my soul

[Verse 2]
Fighting for my freedom, overcome my demons
The mania’s taking over so these words they’re unleashing
Voices talking to me, I don’t know why they’re speaking
Inside my heads a dark place and I can never sleep and
Everyday feels the same, I can never catch a break
It seems every decision I choose is a mistake
This life feels like a nightmare, when will I awake?
Yet I’m breathing in the universe with every breath I take
There was a time in my life when I felt mentally ok
Nowadays it seems I’m turning mentally deranged
Is this what it’s like to be mentally insane?
I hate every single memory that’s inside of my brain
Did God make me different for a reason?
Because there’s something that makes me wanna continue breathing
I often wonder if it’d make a difference if I was to leave and
Give up on life, love and every single thing that I believe in

[Outro]
Long nights, long nights had a long fight
With myself Yeah I think I’m losing my mind
When you ask Ima say I’m doing alright
But my depression only moving onto new heights
Hope you never have to know what it feels like
To love somebody that loves somebody that’s not you
But not matter all the pain I still got you
Yeah no matter all the pain I still love you
Yeah am I alright