The Rain

[Verse 1]
I was so sad I was feeling so depressed I tried to get my feelings and make them feel suppressed, then I went to camp and I found you, I was looking at the stars as I was praying to you, I asked for forgiveness and you gave it, I was feeling all that pain and I felt you take it, you showed me you were there and I truly started crying, oh man wasn’t it the best timing, you fixed my broken heart, i pray and I know you’re not that far, I reached out to touch you and you grabbed my hand, this happiness I feel I know it will never end, you are my god that’s the one thing I can’t pretend, you made me free and now it’s happiness as far as my eyes can see, thank you for showing me the kid I can truly be, you walk beside me with every step I take, and I think of you with every decision I make, I see that it won’t always be easy following your ways, sometimes you’ll throw some shade on my bright and sunny days, but I’ll follow you into the deepest darkest caves, you are my father and that will never change
Crazy days crazier ways
All the people today stuck
In their ways not open to change
Life isn't supposed to be race take
A breath and embrace slow down
And you'll find your place you have to do what it takes dedication no breaks chasing after dreams As if I'm a fiend I am who I am it's all a part of the plan even though something's I just can't understand
But I know I needed to change because how withdrawn I was It was insane moving through this pain got me feeling better thank god for another day even when im under the weather that's why im setting here and writing this letter
Im just trying to do better however being exactly who you want me to be I may never

[Verse 2]
Up on the shelf where i keep my happiness stored behind lock and key. I got small amounts so i use sparingly. I see all the smiling faces n im amazed you see cause it doesn't come so easily for me. But im figuring it out can't rain all the time so I’ll wait for my blue skies. The stormy weather has to subside before long cause im running out of patience. The sand in the hour glass is running low as is my faith. I know the dawn is coming but the darkness is all consuming I fear there won’t be nothing left of me. One world one tribe one people one life lets live right. Love you all many blessings to you and may your hardships be few any sorrows that befall you carry the weight of a feather

[Verse 3]
I’m lost in the life I’m living, It seems like a constant pain I’m getting, I’m screaming for help but nobody can hear it, I try to be happy but that’s the one thing that I never get, damn I don’t know if I can take this shit, I still have my family, I’m so lonely that it seems like it’s meant to be, there’s an aching in my heart, there is no light for my scars, i don’t even feel alive, I’m so empty, I feel so alone, I got on these problems but nobody knows, my heart it feels so damn cold, it takes real eyes to realize the real lies, people make love their disguise, that’s one thing I truly despise, my heads constantly going through changes, one second it’s sadness then the next it’s madness, i have a past that seems to haunt me, i try to get away but it’s exhausting, I’m going numb, I know it may sound dumb but I’m slowly giving up, I’ve felt so alone for so long that all the feelings I did have are gone