Viole​(​n​)​t

I can see the sounds running from the walls
I'm tasting colours no one else can see
My head is hollow, my body is heavy
It's fucking happening you better be ready
This is the shit, do you feel it?
I'm fucking losing it

Stumbling down the same direction
Waking up from the same dream
Knowing it will never end, and I will never change

Always tried my best with you and get us through this shit
But I guess I always knew it would finally come to this
I've fought this desire so many times before
But my mind is getting weaker and lust has only grown

You're the last I have, my sister, my everything

Shut up, Shut up, Shut up
Don't fucking look at me
Shut up, Shut up, Shut up
Don't fucking look at me
Shut up, Shut up, Shut up
Don't fucking look at me
Shut up, Shut up, Shut up

Cross my heart and hope to die
There's nothing to stay for there's nothing to find
Feel her pain and turn around
I'm nothing but weak

Locked jaw make her shut it
Call the demons 666
Mom is gone cause she's not home
Let's keep it that way

Feel her pain, break her trust
She will never be the same
And I will never, never change

Watch my love cold, scared and quivering in the corner
My biggest desire now empty content
The fear in her eyes turns it all intro crushing regret

Cross my heart and hope to die

I'm so fucking sorry
I'm so fucking sorry
I'm so fucking sorry