Firstborn (04.05.2005)
Of all my friends, he is the closest. We talked about my problems today, it did not help much.
Take control of your life
One is born to evolve and not just to die
I see your problems but I don't see your reason
I try to empathize but don't really mean it
Oh, fuck!
Mommy doesn't love me and Daddy doesn't care
I'm a bitchy little addict who always lived in fear
Nobody believed in me I never had a chance
I am waiting for a miracle to come and save my ass
No demons to blame
No angels to thank
No demons to fight
Cause they're not fucking real!
We are rotting
We annihilate ourselves
"I make the boys hard"
"I make the men sin"
"I make them crawl just to get what I want"
"I am the voice in your head that makes you
Steal, hate, ruin, kill, fuck, do what God says"
We are suffering
But you won't see through the lies
You could change this with a different set of eyes
What you see might not be the resolution of your rescue
For your hopelessness
Salvation won't help us
The silence is calling
There's no time to turn
The illusion upon you needs to be shattered
Your weakness will be your strength
But you have to wake up
No demons to blame
No angels to thank
No demons to fight
Cause they're not fucking real