Trigger (Reworked)

[Verse 1]
So tired, of being tired and drunk and lonely
And I hate myself in the morning
Yeah so much more in the morning

[Verse 2]
When the guilt swirls in my stomach
And my heart beats through my ears
And all the little things that I ignore, they seem to be more real

[Chorus 1]
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

[Verse 3]
And all the records
I've been playing, they tell me to stay this way
And all the ones I love give up on me
They try their hardest and fail so miserably

[Chorus 2]
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go, it all go

[Bridge]
My timeline is running out fast
My future will never be my past
And I still can't work out how to make my money last
And all the things I thought that I could be
Get less and less as each new day begins

[Chorus 2]
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go

[Outro]
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go