Anemophobia Pt. 2

I took a boat the other day
And it felt like things had changed
The calm of open water
Numbed my nerves away

But the clouds were coming in
And I felt my body shiver
I guess it's just my trigger
To revert to darker days

I still worry about the weather
But not as much as I used to
I think I'm getting better
Or maybe growing up

I know I'm growing old
As the cracks begin to show
And I wonder where did
Twenty five years go?

[Chorus]
I see it now
It's not what I need
Because a saving grace never came along for me
I see it now
And I'm asking for help
But only I can fix myself
I see it now

I feel so ashamed sometimes
'Cause I'm a privileged man
With a privileged life

My friends have suffered tragedy
And terminal disease
But they still laugh about the bad
Because the good is all they see

[Chorus]
I see it now
It's not what I need
Because a saving grace never came along for me
I see it now
And I'm asking for help
Cause only I can fix myself
I see it now

I see it now

I'm not quite there
I remember names and faces
But I haven't got away from this place
Maybe for the better
Maybe I'm just better off this way

Oh, woah, oh...
Oh, woah, oh...