tragedy

[Verse 1]
I did a line in the car and it put me to sleep
I try to talk but ain't nobody wanna listen to me
I feel alone, so alone, I feel so lonely
And I been starin' in the mirror like I don't know me
'Cause I don't recognize the person starin' back at me
Why is it everything I love ends in tragedy?
Why is it everything I hate just keeps on happening?
And I don't get it, what I do? why you mad at me?

[Verse 2]
I'm so lost and it's hard to find the right direction
People can only break your hearts if you let them
Problems won;t never go away if you neglect them
Feelings will only hurt worse if you protect them
'Cause you said you only loved me, that's a lie
I was suicidal, crying and you talked to other guys
Love not a blessing, it's a curse in disguise
Empty bottle in my hand, I'm staring at the sky
Really thinkin' it over and I really wanna die
And I hate bein' sober, when I'm fucked up, feel alright
Same chore everyday, it's a curse to be alive
Pain plaugin' my brain, I just wanna be alright