pray for my decay

[Chorus]
Yeah, love turn to hate so fast
What you've done, please know, I would never do that
This isn't how family works
I pray for the day I decay in the dirt

[Post-Chorus]
Fuckin' up my body and soul but it mean nothing
I don't want words, want you for touching
I wanna prove you wrong, be something
After all you've done, how could you love me?

[Bridge]
'Cause actions speak louder than words
Pray for the day I decay in the dirt
As my flesh rots, I become one with the earth
As my flesh rots, I become food for the worms

[Verse 1]
Why, god, why do you do what you do to me?
Why do my loved ones love abusing me?
Pure love and acceptance, yeah, that's new to me
All these drugs that I love, know they ruin me
Toss and turn at night, thinkin' 'bout my past
Ask god why he done what he has
Why you put me through that?
What could I possibly have done to deserve it?
Not a single soul in hell could've deserved this
Every conversation make me feel more worthless
'Coz I am nothing, you are everything, you're perfect
Break me down, go ahead, I deserve it

[Verse 2]
What the hell
What the fuck could I have done?
Just a shell of who I once was
What the hell
Why has my life treated me like this?
I'm just a shell
They all told me that my head too sick
They told my parents I belong in a padded room for forever
All I need is you and me and we'll go crazy together
I miss the feeling of my life leaving
Noddin' off, fall asleep, then I stop breathing
I know you hate me, your words don't mean a thing
Ask god why he won't take me