ruin me

[Intro: Imogen Heap]
Distant flickerings, greener scenery
This weather's bringing it all back again
Great adventures, faces in condensation
I'm going outside to take it all in
You say too late to start
Got your heart in a headlock
I don't believe any of it
You say too late to start
With your heart in a headlock
You know you're better than this

[Verse 1: keta]
Am I really that forgettable?
Overdosing on whats medical
Am I really that forgettable?
You move on to somethin' way too fast
I never tried to move on, I tried to pass away
You moved on, you moved on, you moved on anyways
I like to kill my brain, I have so many ways
I wish I stayed dead, stomach pump to blame
This really hurt my heart, you're driving me insane

[Verse 2: keta]
If your love is shared, then I don't want it
Hammer to nail I'm building my own coffin
I don't wanna fight no more I am exhausted
I don't wanna be alive I am exhausted
You had my trust and just like that, you fuckin' lost it
Thinkin' bout you and him, I wanna vomit
I just wanna hung but ain't got no one here
Really wanna die but I got God to fear
Will I still get into heaven when I kill myself?
Will you see it through my eyes when I kill myself?
I hope you regret every word when I kill myself
Fuck you too, then
I'm only human
Please, don't wonder why I never let you in
Please, don't wonder why I'm ventin' to my friends
Tell your fuckin' family never text me again
Take your head up out your ass see what you're doing to me
It's like you like to ruin me
Like you like to ruin me