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[Intro]
I'm with Gabe in the trap, smoking drugs
I'm with Gabe in the trap and I'm dying
I feel like everybody lying but they only lie to me
I'm at a party and I'm the only one that I know
I'm at a party and I'm wishin' that I stayed home
But my home not a home, baby, 'cause you're not there
I feel like nobody care about me
About what I say or what I think (Or what I think)

[Verse 1]
If I breathe or if I blink
If I drop dead right now who would even care?
I think nobody would care
I hate myself
You can hate me too, thats all up to you
I dont care get up out my hair and get the fuck away from me
You dont like me you just wanna use me
I got nothing left to take
Why the fuck would you chose me

[Verse 2]
All these drugs I do, they ruin me
Ask God why from birth, he fuckin' doomed me
I'ma die all alone you will forget me
Wake up in the mornin' and I'm sober, I feel empty
At my worst, everyone I loved left me
Stupid junkie they say they all detest me
I wish my mom could still protect me
Its my fault for being hurt my heart is way too heavy
Stupid fucking junkie I guess that is all I am (its all ill ever be)
When you put me down, do you feel good?
I need a prescription to feel like I should
Emptiness inside of me it never leave me like it should
My stomach fucking burns, my body failing
Seventeen and dying and its my own fault
My soul try to leave me, overdose on fentanyl
Miss the feeling of me dying when I'm fucking nodding off

[Outro]
If I had a conversation with my younger self, I'd wanna kill me
I know that I'm fuckin' nuts, boy, you don't gotta tell me
Posted on the fuckin' train tracks, tryna die
Ever since I was conscious, only thought was suicide
What the fuck could I have done in a past life
To deserve what I have inside this life?
Nothing is right, I'm gonna die tonight
Only thing that I'm accustomed to is unfairness, right