This Will Work For Now

When I’m feeling under pressure
And I know I could do better
This will work for now
It could get no worse
But I know it will get better
This will work for now
Feel bad for what I did
Sorry for my sin
This will work for now
I gotta give myself credit for the drive and the effort
This will..
I am very disappointed in the way that I decided to Interact with the world that I selfishly create
And I say this only because I need to hold myself accountable to what I claim is all-okay
When will love finally believe in itself enough to let the images that have imprisoned us free?
Cause until it does-Ill keep giving it my all
And coming up with strategies to help everything that bleeds
People always tell me that I’m well on my way
I say that’s nice but tomorrow’s compromise is still a war today
Don’t get me wrong I know it’s not the size of the dog in the fight
But the size of the fight in the dog when it growls for peace…
It’s here to stay, in fact it never leaves
It’s just sometimes the filter opens ups and lets in the wrong things
I’m afraid today that I lack the courage that it takes
To make a difference and I hope that you don’t feel same
Under pressure
I know I could do better say
This will work for now
It could get no worse
But I know it will get better
This will work for now
I really want to practice
But no passion
This will work now
I gotta Give myself credit for desiring to grow
This will work for now
Momma’s boy-
Yeah that’s what I am
Not afraid to admit It
Why should I hold it in?
Ever since I was young, I had the tendency to run
Dependant on your reassurance, encouragement and hugs
Practice makes perfect, that makes perfect sense
Still uncertain of my purpose haven’t found my passion yet
There once was a time where I thought I heard my true calling
When I got to where I was going I knew it wasn’t for me, so I
Followed my heart, way in over my head
Felt the high inside the moment-that follows the crash
And so I now accept that every person that I’ve ever met or meet
Will never be worth more or less than me
Nothings ever cracked up to what I think I see
And a chain is always weak if it believes that it’s the strongest link
So for now Ill keep believing everything’s okay
And even though I’m lost I know that I’m exactly where I need to be
Under pressure I know I could do better
This will work for now
It could-get no worse
But I know it will get better
This will work for now
I really want to practice
But no passion
This will work now
I gotta Give myself credit
For desiring to grow
Look outside, see something tall and assume that it could walk before it learned to crawl
Inside I feel small sell myself short but as long as you don’t buy it then I know I’m not alone
Happiness for someone else when sad is commendable
Cause when I’m sad there’s always room for two down in this hole I am
I wonder why I covet someone else’s potential instead of realizing what I have to offer is just as important
Spend less time worrying about whether or not I have wasted it
I’d be more in the moment
Been burned enough to know that even though you tell me not to touch the stove
That it won't stop me from learning that lesson on my own
I should have listened better…
Instead I spoke too soon
That’s what I get for trying to fix something instead of holding you
If I could do it all over I wouldn’t
No hope in regret, slow blow to the head
Give me the run around
The mirror became her god
Started entertaining men
In a way she thought would maybe save the ache that wouldn’t end within
Always trying to chase the beauty she already caught
Completely blinded by light that liked to hide behind her softest spot
It seems she wasn’t clear enough to see the mirror in me
So now my heart appears to be a theory that my fear defeats
It worries me to sleep until I can’t
I think about what I could of done different…
Wish I had another chance
Under pressure I know I could do better
This will work for now
It could-get no worse
But I know it will get better
This will work for now
This will