Drousy Dreamer

I am happy right now
Not afraid of dying
Drousy Dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling
You cannot hurt
Kick me in the teeth
I love you—that’s all
I am happy right now-
Im not afraid of dying
Drousy Dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling
You cannot harm me
Kick me in the teeth
I love you—that’s all
Now I'm not exactly sure what name to give
The mechanism that governs the sensitivity chain reactors of anger
But I do know that they can be shut off
And if I was lying to you
I would of told you something different
And claimed to have never made another human being feel like less of a person
By trying to define their god
Never judge the degree to which another creature suffers
Understand that most if not all conflict has to do with the peace of mind
Of your mother
Hate isn’t an option, it’s a choice
I find myself hating something
And I don’t even know why
But I am a void
I have avoided the moment of silence by fighting noise
And tried to hold a candle to a light that breathes life into me each time
I relive the cloudy eyed
Sighs I cried as a boy
My mind is a toy
I found that out the hard way
I let something play with it
They took it apart
And didn’t put it back together
My way

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I am happy right now
Not afraid of dying
Drousy Dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling
You cannot hurt
Kick me in the teeth
I love you—that’s all
I am happy right now-
Im not afraid of dying
Drousy Dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling
You cannot harm me
Kick me in the teeth
I love you—that’s all
I believe in you
But I do not believe you
Every attempt to communicate lies is a story teller
Trying to be truth
But whats the use in crying over spilt milk
The results the same each time
Me saying Im sorry after trying to kill guilt
Through breaking walls instead of building shelter
Chasing him, instead of helping her
That night under the streetlight
He decided to try and take it from her
Now you can try to tell me I'm too fond of missing Joy
But I refuse to overlook the beauty that has been beyond what fixing can destroy
She was five
She told me everything's alright
She looked me directly in the eyes and proclaimed nothing ever dies
She's been here three times
The indigo child's smile glows in a way that keeps me open
As she reads between like she knows it's time

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I am happy right now
Not afraid of dying
Drousy Dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling
You cannot hurt
Kick me in the teeth
I love you—that’s all
I am happy right now-
Im not afraid of dying
Drousy Dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me
Smiling
You cannot harm me
Kick me in the teeth
I love you—that’s all

I say I don’t want have- to reinvent-the wheel
She says it's okay
Just put your own spin on it, they’ll never know
It's just as real
I say what about the ones who call me a biter and show teeth
She says always feed a hungry mouth
Make them chew harder, please
Train yourself to know the difference between what the tongue wants
And what the heart needs
And if it's blood they want to see
Convince them there is a better way for you both to bleed
But either way, you are what you eat
So even if they eat you
Just know that you can never be freer than you already are me
And I see through particles of stars in galaxies
You’ve yet to dream of
But you're closer than you’ve ever been
To completing your journey—into out-of-body freedom
Where searching is unheard of
And you no longer have to try to find love
Because you just be love
And you are just being love
Believing your love floating around
With other parts of the whole world
Who are just being love-never feeling sheltered or deserted
Abandoned or lost
In the past
You’ve felt like a person
But you’ve become the seed of god, at last
Fear is what humanity I fear has been grounded to
You must continue to trust in yourself
And see the beauty in everything that you’ve ever amounted to
Now be love. Be love. Now be love. Now be love. Be love

I am happy right now (now)
Not afraid of dying
Drousy Dreamer on the pathway to what is trying to find me