The Next Time...

[Verse 1]
Wide awake at 2am, trying to push my eyes back into my head
Hoping the ringing in my ears
Will make me forget all the things that she said
And make me forget all the things I've not said

[Verse 2]
My brain feels so fucking heavy, like it's swelling in my skull
And putting pressure on my neck and on my spine
So the next time that it's someone's fault that I end up flat broke
Alone and miserable
I hope that it's not mine

That it's not mine