My Inner Mental room

[Verse]
In my inner mental room is where I sit and where I struggle to understand
Why nothing has gone to plan
And think of words to say
To make it through the day
And write them on the wall in block capitals
And let them sink in
Then take a deep breath in
And then open my eyes and tell myself again

[Chorus]
This will pass
I hope this will pass
Won't catch me drinking alone at the underpass
Until the sun comes up
Because I've given up
It's easier to quit
And wait for an exit

But this will pass
I hope this will pass
Won't catch me staring blankly
At a half empty glass
Until the sun goes down
Because I can't get my head round
The pointless thoughts that I amass but this will pass

[Verse]
In my inner mental room I see you sitting there laughing at my film screen
Watching my memories
Times of constant unrest
Depression and distress
And crushing pressure inside my head and chest
That had me close to tears
I have no doubt that fear
Is what took my hand and lead me down to here

[Chorus]
This will pass
I hope this will pass
Won't catch me drinking alone at the underpass
Until the sun comes up
Because I've given up
It's easier to quit
And wait for an exit

But this will pass
I hope this will pass
Won't catch me staring blankly
At a half empty glass
Until the sun goes down
Because I can't get my head round
The pointless thoughts that I amass but this will pass

[Bridge]
Jesus has nothing to offer me and Buddha just left me confused
But I'm sick of wasting my time counting ways in which I lose
I always lose

I smash fuck out the film screen and I wipe the words off the wall
Then your face disappears and I have no reason to panic at all
Walk out, lock the door, throw away the key and make my way up the stairs
For the time being I've no reason to spend more time down there
Although I'm still not sure what I'm doing
Or where I'll be at the end of the day
If I can simplify things then I think that I might be ok

Because once you've accepted that food is for sustenance
And that clothes are for keeping you warm
Then there's much less in this world that can do you harm
Then there's much less in this world that can do you harm
Yeah, there's much less in this world that can do you harm