Chrstine, I Forgive You

[Chorus]
I'm pretty drunk right now but I can hold a pen
And scribble frustrations from way back when
You were so near yet so far from being around
Self destructing somewhere until it put you in the ground

[Bridge]
But unanswered questions and grudges will be the death of me
I'm through with winding myself so tight I can hardly breath
And I can't get what I want from whiskey and therapy
So here's to sobriety followed by clarity
It's time to tell you what has been destroying me

[Verse]
I hate you for the nights I spent standing out in the rain
Hoping I'd see your car come over the hill again
But deep down I knew that wouldn't come true
I guess I never thought I'd expect so little from you
I didn't want to forget your name, but I tried to all the same
But it didn't go to plan, so I want you to understand

[Verse]
That I don't blame you for losing touch or blame you for breaking down
I've had days when I block out the sun and don't want anyone around
And block out doubt by getting drunk and passing out
And struggle to find anything positive to think about
So I'll place no blame and avoid disdain
And rather than forget you (forget you)
There's one other thing I can do (I can do)

[Chorus]
So Christine, I forgive you
Christine, I forgive you
Christine, I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you

Christine, I forgive you
Christine, I forgive you
Christine, I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you

And now I move on