THE BLACK PLAGUE

[Verse 1]
Fuck it I'm dead
Left on the side of the road, never dreaming again, a fucking mess
Worrying about the things that do not matter, you know that it's making me stressed
Spreading like a disease, if only I could see everything wrong, it's a mess
Clearly in front of me, kill myself slowly yet, everyday feeling the same in my head
Gotta get a Benz or amphetamine
Gotta get a pill, it is the only shit that works for me
I was fucking blind to all the damage that it's causing me
If there is a God, he's ignoring you, embarrassing
I don't wanna go another day up with sobriety
I don't wanna lose my own sense of reality
Tell me that you love me so I know that I am worth something
Never felt like I belong, that's why it's always been just me

[Verse 2]
Blood shot eyes from the smoke (From the smoke)
Popped a couple pills down my fucking throat, yeah, aye, aye
Never really loved, you didn't know (Didn't know)
You're just another face, it's simple, know I'm cold, yeah, aye, aye
Blood shot eyes from the smoke
Fuck these demons, they be winning and I didn't know
I got blood dripping, yeah I have the scars to show
Why the fuck do I feel so damn alone?
Surrounded by people I don't even know
Wish I could see what they do but I just don't
I want to be happy just like you but no
My mind is rewired different and it shows