SUBSTANCE ABUSE

[Verse 1: D010930000]
Every day is the same
Only ever really needing a pill it's so insane
Destroying my brain, just look at the pain and say yeah
A deal with the devil caused nothing but pain
I'm a dead man walking high out his fucking mind
Popping pills to ease the pain but you could my eyes
Didn't stop and then I felt a sense of who am I
Looking at the mirror whispering I think I wanna die
Shawty looking at me with a blade inside her fucking mind
We be fucking even though I didn't think I'd see a sign
Pop molly all night, God I really want to die
Call it suicide for life never sober in my mind
Yеah, I need some help inside my brain it's all thе same
All the doctors think that they know me but they barely know my name
But the prescriptions that they give me help alleviate the pain
But I know I'll never stop cause it's a cycle full of pain
With a bullet in my mind, I be questioned all the time
All because of suicide inside a mind that can't survive
Never sober, never blind, don't think that you can save my life
I'm a lost soul bitch think it's time to say goodbye

[Chorus: DEXNDRE]
Yeah, I've gotta be [?]
[?]
Deep inside of my life is where the fuckin' [?]
Why can't I stop the feeling [?]?
The drugs around me [?]
The abuse in my mind is why I fell from the stars
I've tried to make a ride-by [?] from the scars
[?]

[Verse 2: DEXNDRE]
I am addicted to [?]
That's why I want more
I have seen more than good God
Why do I fall?
I ended up like [?]
So I can feel [?]
Keep it up high I'm so fucked
[?]
Substance abuse all up in my heart
I want to stop but I have to start
[?] in a graveyard
Beginning of end but I will die hard

[Chorus: DEXNDRE]
Yeah, I've gotta be [?]
[?]
Deep inside of my life is where the fuckin' [?]
Why can't I stop the feeling [?]?
The drugs around me [?]
The abuse in my mind is why I fell from the stars
I've tried to make a ride-by [?] from the scars
[?]