ANTIDEPRESSANT

[Verse 1]
Fake motherfuckers always acting like they know
Acting like they know my name, bitch I'm not a show
Don't be acting like you knew me from the very start
Right before she had broke my heart, no one knew I was alone
So alone from the start, bitch
I was alone right from the start
No one was with me, I could barely count me as a human being, oh God, bless his heart
One day she snapped from her chains said "Baby I'm sane"
Then went to the doctor, turns out she's insane
Yeah, bitch was afraid
You came for my brain, manipulate shame
Gas light to the brain, she drove me insane
Oh why did I stay? Oh why did I wait?
Just please give me space, dear God give me grace
I know we don't speak, just help me, oh wait
I prayed to God, what a joke, I be feeling numb
I don't wanna hear lies, I'm sorry, I'm so fucking done
With all of this shit you said, yeah it got me feeling with a shot through the brain to eliminate this pain, you won
Aye, sold that shit
The Devil has my soul and he savors it
It won't last forever, he promised me this
He smiled as he's holding all of my sins

[Verse 2]
Yeah, you lie, damn you made me wanna die
Never had the guts to say what's inside of your mind
Who the fuck would threaten someone with their own fucking life?
Doesn't matter if their hurting, flooding tears within their eyes
Only thing remaining blurred is a vision so denied
Yeah, that shit would scare me too but only difference is that I
Would have saw myself as human not a thing that wants to die
Now I'm starved, I'm deprived
So depressed, don't matter why
It's a constant state of mind, I can't help it but I'm fine
This shits lonely, yeah so be, it cause I won't quit this shit
I'm constantly in pain but I know it will end one day and so will I yeah