​spirit (me and my absent mind again)

[Chorus]
Why'd you think that I’m still froze up?
You wanna talk but you keep me shut
I'm not there even if I show up
And I swore that I never woke up
Why do you think that we don't talk now?
You never want me around
Every time that I’m with you I can't breathe out

[Verse 1]
It's 4 AM and you try to play it cool, felt like you wouldn't let me through
We were outside that house and you couldn't tell me, how could it break me, too?
I stood still, blue as the light from your window sill, I never felt so real
Truly I can't take my eyes off you

[Chorus]
Why'd you think that I'm still froze up?
You wanna talk but you keep me shut
I’m not thеre even if I show up
And I sworе that I never woke up
Why do you think that we don’t talk now?
You never want me around
Every time that I'm with you I can’t breathe out
(And I swore that I never woke up)

[Verse 2]
As we're approaching the door I move slow, tryna keep my feet to the floor
The house started shaking, suddenly you stood in front of me, I couldn't wait anymore
We both enter the house, I couldn't tell you what the safety I felt
I try to keep myself on this
But honestly I wanted you more than I coulda helped

[Bridge]
I’m still blue as the light from your window sill, I never felt so real
Truly I can't take my eyes off you
I'm still blue as the light from your window sill, I never felt so real
Truly I can't take my eyes off you

[Chorus]
Why'd you think that I'm still froze up?
You wanna talk but you keep me shut
I'm not there even if I show up
And I swore that I never woke up
Why do you think that we don't talk now?
You never want me around
Every time that I'm with you I can't breathe out
And I swore that I never woke up

[Post-Chorus]
You told me be cool and I kept my mouth shut
Yeah, I swore that I never woke up
You told me be cool and I kept my mouth shut

[Outro]
I don't understand where you're coming from
I could take your hand if there's something wrong
Let me be your man when the trouble's on
Let me be your man, where the fuck did I come along?
Now you're cold as my bed when the cover's gone
I don't wanna leave when we like us
Tryna see me through your eyes shut
I couldn't believe it was mine but
Now I gotta freeze with my ice up
I been still breathing despite us