​moonlight (me and my absent mind again)

[Intro]
I’ll only run if I have to
It’s me that I can’t make it back to
I’ll only run if I have to
It’s me that I can’t make it back to

[Chorus]
I’ll only run if I have to
Tell me that I’m not there
It’s me that I can’t make it back to
How’d you find me if I’m nowhere?
And I can’r be the weight of it holding me to my despair
I’ll only stay if I have to
Stay 'till I disappear

[Verse]
Keeping me safe
How it never felt like you were keeping me safe
Every time I tried I couldn’t see through my face
I couldn’t see 'em moving but they leading my way
They hanging from the ceiling all the way to my basement and I’m
Running 'round in circles 'till they know that my patience was gone
How it never felt like you were keeping me safer at all
Pulling away from my arm
How it never felt like you were keeping me safe

[Chorus]
I’ll only run if I have to
Tell me that I’m not there
It's me that I can't make it back to
How'd you find me if I'm nowhere?
And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair
I’ll only stay if I have to
Stay till I disappear
I’ll only run if I have to
Tell me that I’m not there
It’s me that I can’t make it back to
How’d you find me if I’m nowhere?
And I can’t be the weight of it holding me to my despair
I’ll only stay if I have to

I wanna showcase as much honesty and vulnerability as possible and just try and push those boundaries that stop--. I don’t wanna conform to any preconception or stereotype that people have with me--surrounding me at all--'cause I’m forever feeling like people are getting me wrong. I wanna try and reinforce where I’m at and my end goal and like what I’m about. And I think this whole project can do that, you know? It’s like I’m finally opening a door and letting them in a little more. I haven’t been ready to do that until this point. So, um, yeah, I, I, I’m, I’m down for it