Absent Mind

[Verse 1]
I'ma bank and move to Calabasas
En my Drôle de Monsieur but Madame I’m not from Paris
They know my name when they talking classics
Easy like a summer Sunday morning in my autumn fabric
You still leave me freezing like the peaks of mountains
Colder than you sleeping with the sheets around you
When you're dreaming, is it me surrounding like the forest?
Ever greener with the jealousy like why she's on him?
Ghost like I’m invisible
Mostly now you figured that my written is depicting you
You had the posters in your hand like you were missing too, but
Difference is I'm floating above the ground and now my vision's blue
I'm nothing but cerulean, yeah
To you and everything you ever had to do with him
I'm still dripping in the eyes, you're moving cooler than and
Suddenly the white in my eyes they turn blue again
I'm trying to tell you that I'm black and bluer
Only see you when I’m dreaming like I’m acting Krueger
I've been sleeping on the ceiling looking back at you and
Tryna keep the demons you’ve been keeping in your attic cool
I'ma bank and move away from this
I can't focus when it's you my concentration slips
I tried to write you out my head but couldn’t find my pen
I'm back to my mine, it's me and my absent mind again

[Chorus]
I never meant to try to forget you now that I think about us
Cold as the way you move and I can't see you when I think about us
You wanna keep me around so you don't fall, how'd you forget about us?
Cold as your window's, blue, but I can't see you and forget about us

[Verse 2]
You gotta know I wrote about you
How I couldn't keep my focus when I'm home without you
Why'd you have to go and notice when I'm tryna ghost you
I'm so over feeling hopelessly alone around you
I keep my troubles lower than my basement deep and
I've been vacant speaking trying to imitate my demons
They've been moving 'round me silent but the house is creaking
That's why I always got my eyes shut but I'm never sleeping
Try and think in my position
The carpet always gets the slipping but my trainers fitted
I'm losing friends like my sleep but it's never my decision
My gang will always glisten, fuck 'em if you see 'em shifting
I guess I couldn't keep my temper
I haven't felt like I'm me for as long as I remember
I tried to write you out my head but couldn't find a pen to
Back to writing me and my absent mind together