​in my head

[Verse 1]
Truth is, I was never there
It plays over in my head, you never cared
And how many times can I write about how I begged I'd have disappeared?
I made it to your house
I couldn't see you, I couldn't hear you
I can't keep listening to my friends bitching about me missing you
I don't care
Truth is, I was never cool
I should've told you I loved you, instead I bounced
And how many times can I talk of this house
When you're the safety I felt?
I can't hold my doubt any longer
Who says that I can't let it crush me?
I've been breathing just how I wanna
If only you had reason to trust me

[Chorus]
I never meant to try to forget you now that I think about us
Cold as the way you move, and I can't see you when I think about us
You wanna keep me around so you don't fall
How'd you forget about us?
Cold as your window's blue but I can't see you and forget about us

[Verse 2]
Truth is. I was never fine
It plays over in my head all the time
What if we fell in love like your parents?
They seem to be alright
And I need confidence just like anybody else in the room
So don't expect too much of me
Oh wait, that's all they ever seem to do
Let me least have my pain, I feel some safety when I'm alone
And mainly 'cause you talk badly about me when I'm staying at home
I had to hit the pavement, all this pining makes me sick
I'm never safer anywhere, and I still don't exist

[Chorus]
I never meant to try to forget you now that I think about us
Cold as the way you move and I can't see you when I think about us
You wanna keep me around so you don't fall
How'd you forget about us?
Cold as your window's blue but I can't see you and forget about us
I never meant to try to forget you now that I think about us
Cold as the way you move and I can't see you when I think about us
You wanna keep me around so you don't fall
How'd you forget about us?
Cold as your window's blue but I can't see you and forget about us