So Many Options

I'll never have a clue
I'm craving something new
Just tell me what to do
Leave me to ponder to
These questions drive me mute
My options blind my truth
I'll never have a clue
I'm craving something new
Just tell me what to do
Leave me to ponder to
These questions drive me mute
My options blind my truth

I'll never have a clue
I'm craving something new
Just tеll me what to do
I can't hide my face at all
Lеave me to ponder to
These questions drive me mute
My options blind my truth
I can't hide my face at all

Such a cold place, everyday's a fucking race
Take your time, but you're rushing me to seek the space?
Your aspirations and your dreams were never mind to chase
Possibly I never took the time to find my place
Always tryna be the right one
And the right son with the right goals
Growing grey's looking old
Never tryna be what I wan't nor what I haunt
Feeling like a fucking fraud, a divine one
Really I'm just writing words just to pass time
I don't really fucking know how to pass time
Feel like I've wasted all my life with the shit rhymes
I don't want a damn career, I don't got a spine
Terrified to just do what I gotta do
I'm just playing all these games with the wrong moves
Playing pool, no ideas which ball to cue
Everyday the same shit so I guess I lose
Try to tell myself I'll get better
But everytime I try I just feel a little lesser
My motivation fading burn away just like a letter
My head's too fucking heavy and my spine thin like a feather
Try to change the way I develop
Sick of running circles I just need a way to step up
I'm trapped inside my room, too afraid to go and work and
My family's disappointed, that's just how I think in search of peace

I'll never have a clue
I'm craving something new
Just tell me what to do
I can't hide my face at all
Leave me to ponder to
These questions drive me mute
My options blind my truth
I can't hide my face at all