Coffee Beans

Coffee beans, losing interest in pursuing dreams
Seems like all the memories I got keep abusing me
Holes expose the walls, windows brighten the utilities
Need someone to talk to, sick of speaking in soliloquies

You could tell me all you want, you ain't fooling me
You can’t fool the fucking clown with the aging rings
Mind is always full of doubt, I see everything
Slightest pinch of narcissism ego wiped clean
Used to think I favored self-hate over love
Never wanted ego, now I think I need a touch
My confidence keeps getting lower every time I clutch
An opportunity that helps me find a little buzz
Peach fuzz growing my cheeks, I've had enough
I ain't even old enough to know about love and trust
Shouldn’t have to fucking worry 'bout
Ten years, five years, focused on the now, losing all my peers
Feel like I should be somewhere
Three years, the only thing that fucking changed is my hair
Feel like I should be somewhere
Three years, the only thing that fucking changed is my hair

Coffee beans, losing interest in pursuing dreams
Seems like all the memories I got keep abusing me
Holes expose the walls, windows brighten the utilities
Need someone to talk to sick of speaking in soliloquies

You could tell me all you want, you ain't fooling me
You can't fool the fucking clown with the aging rings
Mind is always full of doubt, I see everything
Slightest pinch of narcissism ego wiped clean