Promises

Save me
Like you promised you would
Like the promise of us after our first conversation

And how I just knew your could
Save me
Like I still know you can

Sometimes, I wonder where you go and if you ever need my hand
Sometimes I, wonder if you see me drowning and all along, this was your plan
And if you're waiting for me patiently to say
I can't breathe anymore
Between these mixed signals and temporary lines
I can't breathe anymore
I'm waste deep praying there's a way you can even see me anymore
Because I can't seem to see me without you
I can't continue to wonder if you'll ever leave anymore
Save me, cause I can't dream anymore

I can't fantasize about another love like you
And kiss my soul into a happy place
Like you ain't brought my life into better days
I can't give this up, like we don't do more than fuck
Like we don't really make love
Like our souls ain't just one
Like this is something you can control
Like you ain't really in love
Like this was ever a story, about two fools in lust
Come on
And if you can't remember the forevers you place in me
Look at me

Look at the woman you've made me
You can't abandon the home you've made in me
Look me in my eyes and promise me you don't crave me
Let me know if I'm crazy
I told myself I'd stop writing about people and then
Here you come
You made me question if all the others were ever really worthy and
How I couldn't not write about the person who fits me completely and perfectly

You fix me
Completely and perfectly
You know I love to see how much you love to see me loving the way you love me right
It is all love, right
I know some days you get, afraid right
To have my heart, to be my rib
To pray some days and go through shit

It takes a warrior and a special kind of bravery to deal with someone like me
But I've decided I can't allow you to have cold feet
I swear, I'll be patient
But I know you know, you were made for me
Please don't walk away from me
Not after you promised me, you would save me