Endings

Endings
I don't wanna be your sometimes
I don't wanna hear how I could have been
I don't wanna be the person who almost but wouldn't or didn't because I'm too temporary to make permanent
I don't wanna be your some nights or your next week when you have time
I don't wanna be faithfully yours when you aren't truly mine
I don't wanna be your maybe
I don't wanna hear that you're too selective to settle down and date me
I don't wanna be an option
I don't wanna waste my time waiting
I don't wanna be your spring time
I don't want you to bloom beautifully over me so you can forget me
I don't wanna be on standby until I'm who you feel I have the potential to be
I don't wanna be the difference
I don't wanna be an example of who grabbed your heart and who missed it
I don't want this be consistent, I know that you're still out searching
I don't want you to be the reason that I stare out my window hurting
I don't wanna be who you lied to
I don't wanna be your spur of the moment choice
I don't wanna be your more than likely
If something or someone better comes up, you'll let me know
I don't wanna be patient
I don't wanna be on your roster
I don't want you to pick me when everybody else is occupied or when everybody else has lost it
I don't wanna be your safe haven
Don't come to me when you need saving because you would have left me in the sea of my own love drowning
If it were up to me we would have been but I've decided I don't wanna be yours anymore