A Message from Women

A message from women

Do you know what it's like to be left alone in love
Do you know what it's like to feel stuck in love
Do you know what it's like to be too depressed
Do you know what it's like to have to beg for forever from a person who neglects your history
Do you know what it's like to lose everything
Do you know what it's like to feel abandoned
Do you know what it's like to wait
Do you know that I will never be too near or too far away
Honestly, I'm still waiting for closure
I still question what this is or what this was because I can't help but hope our feelings were mutual

Do you know how it feels to constantly chase a feeling you're addicted to
Do you know I got the Jones for you and an appetite and a sweet tooth
Do you know I prayed for you from night till day
Regardless of my better judgement or dismay
Time after time after promises that never seemed impossible or too good to be true

Do you know what it's like to try convincing yourself that this was the truth
Like I was the woman created for you
Do you know how much I've craved you
I've searched for you everywhere in people, in prayer, in Psalm, in different lovers, in God
And God I wish you really knew that I'd love you till death or that I'd kill for you or that I feel you, like, so deep, like, deeper than anyone ever will
Do you know what it's like to feel dead inside and see you so alive still

But these days I feel alive
I've been able to realize you just weren't meant for me
These days I don't cry over spilled milk or lost love or things I have no control of
These days I just love myself more
I just know there's a happily ever after
These days I just don't see it with you
Nothing personal, I think I just fell too quick for your potential
I just wanted you to be the one
I just thought we made sense but now I love myself enough to know better