Nothing to Say

[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
You're cutting out again, couldn't make out what you said
But it had a lasting effect, and now I'm stuck in the red
I didn't want a friend, but now I'm learning to breathe
Feels like all eyes are on me, would you be mad if I leave?
And it's hard to be everything everyone wants
And I'm paranoid one day I'll wake up and it's all gone
It's all gone

[Chorus]
So now I'm standing on the edge of all the words I wanna get out
And I'm holding back, but it won't last, I know you hate that I'm so loud
And everything just moves so fast, I blink and it's another day
I know you wanna talk it out, but listen, I've got nothing to say
I didn't want it this way, I had to fight for a change
I always hatеd this place, and I had nothing to gain
I know you have some disdain, and that is fully okay
I'm thе only one to blame, so I've got nothing to say

[Verse 2]
The last time we spoke, it felt like it took a year off of my life
And now that I'm older, I'm forcing myself to forgive those painful lies
And I can't even start to begin to plan for what comes after this
And I never say it to anyone, but I'm scared I won't live up to my image
I can't sleep without my vision
(My vision)
A bright future, but I'm moving through the darkness
I never told them how I felt, I wasn't honest
I had to fake it to make it to where I am now
Seventeen years, still stuck in the same town
New whip, same old breakdowns
Had to find a different way out
Ran away from love, I stayed down
Wish I would've just stayed around
You watched me fade out
Nothing to say now
Nothing to say now, say now

[Chorus]
So now I'm standing on the edge of all the words I wanna get out
And I'm holding back, but it won't last, I know you hate that I'm so loud
And everything just moves so fast, I blink and it's another day
I know you wanna talk it out, but listen, I've got nothing to say
I didn't want it this way, I had to fight for a change
I always hated this place, and I had nothing to gain
I know you have some disdain, and that is fully okay
I'm the only one to blame, so I've got nothing to say