Grow Up

[Intro]
Yeah, a bright future but I'm moving through the darkness
I can't lose her so I gotta stay solid
Constantly not getting what I wanted
Maybe I'm just immature, or maybe I'm stuck in a cycle, always

[Chorus]
Burning myself out until I'm gone
I can't do this for too long
I can't believe I went so far without you
And I just wish I could grow up
I wish I wouldn't test my luck
But I feel like I'm gonna fall to the rear-view
Over and over, the time doesn't change
I've been breaking these habits, but I can't escape
I'm just burning myself out until it's done
Feel like I'm losing everyone
Maybe this is a sign that I just need to grow up

[Verse 1]
God been testing me lately, I'm on a path to destruction
But everybody around me says I should trust Him
And I just hate that I'm constantly in the way
Of somebody and I can't change
Always hopping from place to place
I'm just happy I have my girl by my side
She's made me realize that I
I'm worth more than I realize, and I'll be okay
But there's a feeling all the time, in the back of my mind
That everybody I love will eventually run away
I can't help it, it's who I am
Try to tell myself it's all part of a plan
But I don't know if I believe it anymore
Always looking at the door
Pray I leave and you won't see me again

[Pre-Chorus]
A bright future but I'm moving through the darkness
I can't lose her so I gotta stay solid
Guess I never lost it, got everything I wanted
But let's just be honest, I'm always

[Chorus]
Burning myself out until I'm gone
I can't do this for too long
I can't believe I went so far without you
And I just wish I could grow up
I wish I wouldn't test my luck
But I feel like I'm gonna fall to the rear-view
Over and over, the time doesn't change
I've been breaking these habits, but I can't escape
I'm just burning myself out until it's done
Feel like I'm losing everyone
Maybe this is a sign that I just need to grow up

[Outro]
Da, da, da-da-da-da, I just need to grow
Da, da, da-da-da-da, I just need to grow
Da, da, da-da-da-da, I just need to grow
Da, da-da-da-da, I just need to grow up
A bright future but I'm moving through the darkness
I can't lose her so I gotta stay solid
Guess I never lost it, got everything I needed
But nothing that I wanted