HARU NEMURI mentioned on her official INSAINT release special website –
It’s said there’s no gain without pain, but is that really true? Isn’t it that we simply don’t want to believe there was no meaning to all the pain we had to endure for what we gained, or the difficulties we had to overcome? I...
世界から逸れたんじゃない世界が
わたしを剥がして見えなくしただけ
わかっているのにわからなくなる
存在が耐えがたく軽いから
骨まで響くような痛みで以って
ようやく繋ぎ止めている
選べない身体 持て余すこころ
いつだって消えてしまいたいほんとうは
みんな殺せってこの胎の中の
放てない叫びを魂に突き立てる
流れた血を穢れと誰かが言い
傷痕を罪のしるしだと謗る
骨まで響くような痛みで以って
ようやく感じられている
ここにあるいのち 持て余す叫び
いつだって楽になりたいほんとうは
No pain, no gainなんてクソだ
[ENGLISH TRANSLATION]
Not that I've strayed from the world, but the world
Just peeled me away and made me unseeable
I do understand, yet I become unable to understand
Because existence is unbearably light
With a pain that echoes into the bone
I’m finally able to hold on
A body I can't choose, a mind I can't control
I always want to disappear, honestly deep down
“Just kill them all”, inside this womb
Thrusting the scream that I can't release into my soul
Someone calls the flowing blood impure
They slander thе scars as marks of sin
With a pain that echoes into the bonе
At last, I can feel it
The life that is here, cries that I can't control
I always want to be at ease, that's the truth
No pain, no gain is Shit
No Pain, No Gain is Shit was written by 春ねむり (HARU NEMURI).
No Pain, No Gain is Shit was produced by 春ねむり (HARU NEMURI).
春ねむり (HARU NEMURI) released No Pain, No Gain is Shit on Fri Sep 29 2023.