New Beginning

All the books I've never read
All the words and phrases I've never said
Is life as good as it's going to get?

The music playing loud in my ears
I am trying to evaporate all my fears
It's not getting any good - until that clears

Today is the one day I have left
In a whole new adventure and a whole new step
That I'm taking to another direction

I wonder what it will be like
I am kind of excited, still terrified
I'm standing at a new beginning...

The future may be looking bright
I'm still convincing myself for what is right
But time has never been on my side...

Things I may not understand
Are slightly getting out of hand
I don't know anything, anything at all...

Seems that I'm about to make
An overwhelming huge mistake
With everyone disagreeing...

But seeing things a positive way
Is making me feel like it's OK
So I'm gonna enjoy the day...