My Brother’s Keeper

[Intro]
Come on, man
Out the car
It's right over this way, nigga
I ain't gonna take nothin' but a minute
You know this world's crazy, bro
I never thought I'd end up like this, you know?
I really wanted all this to work

[Hook]
Am I my brother's keeper?
Am I my brother's keeper?
Yes, I am

[Verse 1]
As I sit here in a daydream, lately
Whenever I'm under the weather, I really just hate me, maybe
Sick to my stomach [?] get nothin' but rabies, shady
I left them alone but they say that it's me and they crazy, crazy
Funny how you told me we ain't been close since you were 16
You 42
Where the fuck was you when I hit teens?
It's sorta true
When I wore the blue, you were missing
If I were bruised
Couldn't run to you or my regime
Forgivin' but never forget
However I'm in the mood to get [wet ?]
Spill all my feelin's but no more concealin', it's time for the hill and so I can repent
Motherfuck you, you against me, you can die slow, no regret
We can run the fade or you run away, ain't no other way out this mess
Is it just me? [?] If the demons come out there and tempt me
What does that mean? Exactly. [?] learn to forget me
How much you'll bet me? Come and get me [?] why'd you test me
You ain't been my older brother, I don't need nothin' from you. Better get your head [clean ?]
What I said [please ?] should have listened
Now you're my opposition
Fuck your face, you's a fake and you really ain't competition
You and your feelings 'cause I said you headed right back to prison
This ain't a game, you's a lame, good for nothin' but hittin' women What

[Skit 1]
I sit here with brand new socks, brand new shoes, brand new sh-
Brand new shirt. You know what, I'm takin' care of myself, I'm takin' care of our house
She's got the nerve to fuckin' disrespect me, bro
Bro, I get fuckin' 25 dollars an hour at Dan's fuckin' Diesel
Grow up, bro

[Hook]
Am I my brother's keeper?
Am I my brother's keeper?
Yes, I am

[Verse 2]
In a [fight for me ?] you ain't nothin' to me, I'm just quicker
Knew sooner or later that you would fall victim but now you're much sicker
'Cause I am aware of what's hereditary
Homie, you never scared me
I had the heart of an innocent child but Kyle is buried
Kamikazi
Nigga, this is that rebirth, what's happenin'
I promise you don't wanna run so my demons'll leave Earth for this madness
Feet first from the [plat, just ?] guess I'll just leave cursed full of sadness
It's funny when life [?] burn for the matches
Everybody I came with is long gone
I lost my friends damn near all my family, no strong bonds
My Gramma's gone and my Auntie Dawn's full of hogwash
I lost my mother, my only brother's a lost cause (Hear me Lord)
All of this hatred, I'mma take it out on you, bro
See me, you motherfuckin' no runnin', hidin' to [?]
How the fuck I was young, I looked up to you like a hero
And then you turn around and call your baby brother a negro? (Bitch)
You ain't shit to me
Ain't no wisdom, the bitch up into me's history
I'll leave you to your
Methamphetamine full of misery
Now fuckin' go to sleep, I won't come in peace, now we're enemies
What

[Skit 2]
Do I look high?
Look at my eyes
That's where I work, too, man, Dan's Diesel
25 bucks an hour, bro
Tell me this, she broke?
Okay? My teeth may be fucked up, but I ain't high, bro. Sober as fuck

[Hook]
Am I my brother's keeper?
Am I my brother's keeper?
Yes, I am

[Verse 3]
Now I never say you's a snitch
Without some paperwork just to verify where you switched
But you still loosen the lips whenever you in a pinch
You'll say and do anything to anyone like a bitch
You don't stand for nothin'
I ain't never had to hit a woman
Even my daughter's momma, she probably should have had it comin'
I was the bigger man, even after that, I was sunken
She made me become a man, that's the only thing that I wasn't
But you know what? It's my fault
I knew who you were from the eyeballs
Of all the people in the world, I never thought you'd be the one that was like mom
She was right, huh?
[Cam in ?] my inbox with the life stuff
Then the next day, you went back together like you fell for it when you type sum'n
Then the night comes, but you don't sleep
When you thinkin' that you lowkey
Hmmm. We can tell, homie, everybody knows a dope fiend
With a cold piece. Hit a [?] but you really thinkin' of the old me
Ha ha ha, hold up. Bitch, you don't even know me
When I beat you up knowin' ain't no fuckin' soul could control me
But I hope someone holds me deeper than what you thinkin' [grody ?]
This confusion within me's infinite, I can kill 'em slowly
But I can get really wicked and do what these voices told me
What

[Skit 3]
You know
If you went broke
In fact, I've spent like 2 days fixing this fucker for her kid
So, don't give me this shit. Okay?
This is all done and you know what, I can't even call her

[Hook]
Am I my brother's keeper?
Am I my brother's keeper?
Yes, I am